The Journal

About: With a deep relation w/ "The Happy Ending", this was written when
I made a futile attempt of "forgetting her". As we talked one day,
she told me to shut up, and listen to her, and when I asked "What do you think of me?"
I got hit with "Journal"

did you ever care for me
as i did for you
staying up late at nights
picking up your phones
losing my comfort,
just to comfort you?

will you ever look back
when im gone
with the wind
flowing with life
and the memories we made?

will you ever try
as hard as i did
to make you mine
just to be accepted
and thrown away

am i merely a toy to you?
a journal, perhaps
the one which doesn't speak
but listens
listens as if it were unable to speak

im only human
i made mistakes
everyone does once in a while
but my mistake was ever thinking about you
in ways you would never think of me too.

bee.
no idea when i wrote this, 2024